Just Writng!

I am just sitting here on my chair by the kitchen at 2:23 in the morning wondering what it would be like to have if I was still living on SSI. I will probably be depressed! I am so fortunate and blessed to be married to my wonderful wife who put up with me every single day and I ask myself, "how could she love a jerk like me?". I would chuckle everytime that thought come to my mind. Being a deaf husband and a father (well Hard of Hearing) with a deaf wife and 2 hearing children plus another baby girl on the way, is a huge challenge. I am trying my best to be a good husband and a good father. It's not easy to change the way I am. But if I can change to better myself and to improve my fatherhood and husbandhood, i am all for it. October is already here and almost 2 plus more months to go before the baby's born. Can't wait to see our new baby girl face. May God bless her and help me Lord to make me a stronger, better, and more loving father everyday.