Saturday, October 4, 2008

Busy Day!

Been cleaning cleaning cleaning. Thank God I made it through the day. The family is tired but we are in good spirit. The baby inside mommy's tummy is moving like crazy which is a good sign. Tomorrow will be another busy day so pray for us please.

God Bless

My friend, Moritz Piehler, from Germany!

He is one of the fewest person I can call a true friend. He's from Germany and have a heart of a Lion. A man of widsom with the love in his heart. I saw him about over a week ago when He was visiting Sallisaw, Oklahoma. We spoke about many things about life, future, and family. We played some hoops at the church and let me tell you all, this man can shoot! He's a pro hahaha. It was great to see him and hopefully 20 years down the road, we'll see each other again except we'll won't be playing hoops since our body will be 50 years old LOL. May God Bless Moritz Piehler and keep him safe in those trips in the U.S.

Today's post

I didn't want to wake up and stay in bed. But I know that the kids were happy to see me and that really made me feel good. That feeling boost my strength up and helped me get out of bed. I got ready to go paid some bills while my wife gave them their favorite fruits, strawberries and bananas.

October is already here and Autumn is kicking in! It feels so good outside and a perfect day for BBQing. My wife is 29 weeks pregnant with our 3rd baby girl. We are going to name her Naomi Yone and it's a blessing to have an additional girl to our family. Of course, we wanated a boy since we have 2 girls arleady but having another girl, it's a blessing from God. I am very fortunate to be their father.

I guess that's it for the day. God bless you all and thank you all for reading.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Learning to deal with today's world

No matter where I am at, or where I try to get a job, there will be someone that will discriminate or turn me down. I have an opportunity to have an interview tomorrow and hopefully I will land a part time job. I just want a chance to work and earn money to support my family and give my kids more than what I had when I was a child. I have to learn to be pateince to get what I need in my life. God have been so good to me and I forget what God has done for me. I need to remember that God has a plan for me in my life and that His time is perfect for me. God knows everything I need and I need to learn to Trust in Him in my life.

Just Writng!

I am just sitting here on my chair by the kitchen at 2:23 in the morning wondering what it would be like to have if I was still living on SSI. I will probably be depressed! I am so fortunate and blessed to be married to my wonderful wife who put up with me every single day and I ask myself, "how could she love a jerk like me?". I would chuckle everytime that thought come to my mind. Being a deaf husband and a father (well Hard of Hearing) with a deaf wife and 2 hearing children plus another baby girl on the way, is a huge challenge. I am trying my best to be a good husband and a good father. It's not easy to change the way I am. But if I can change to better myself and to improve my fatherhood and husbandhood, i am all for it. October is already here and almost 2 plus more months to go before the baby's born. Can't wait to see our new baby girl face. May God bless her and help me Lord to make me a stronger, better, and more loving father everyday.

Dissappointed day!

what a day! I didn't get hired at UPS becuase they needed to make sure that I am there everyday! Since the Holidays are coming up, they don't care if I am sick or whatever, I MUST come to work everyday until the after the New Year. It was a frustrating day for me because I was hoping for a part time job to earn a little extra money for the family. Oh well, everything happenes for a reason! May this job is not meant for me!